This blog documents my healthy journey with including veganism, raw foods, detoxing, exercise, and spiritual practices.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Juice Fast Day 12--Beet Liver Cleanse
Today, I made a straight beet juice and drank it all in one go. Beets are great if you are constipated, or if you want to rid your liver of toxins. Please be aware that the beets will turn your urine and feces red, so do not freak out when you go the the bathroom. It is just the beets.
I have been dreading taking the red beets since I bought them. The last time I had beet juice, I mixed it with carrot juice and tried to drink on it during the day. I felt nauseated, and the experience put me off of beets.
So, why the beet juice liver cleanse? I feel like I have some stuff in my body that needs moving and I know that the beets will do the trick. My body feels constipated even though I eliminated (solid) yesterday.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Juice Fast Day 10--Maca Powder
Since I've been doing this juice fast, and I don't have any food in my body. I decided that I would start incorporating maca powder into my morning juices to see if maca really works. Maca is a Peruvian root that is suppose to give one energy if consumed. It is suppose to regulate hormones. I tried maca powder about four or five months ago, but I could not be consistent with it. I could not tell if the maca was given me energy because I was consuming large quantities of smoothies, occasionally drinking white wine, and eating huge meals. I mostly felt tired. It seemed like I could not get enough sleep at that time.
When I opened the cabinet yesterday to look at my food ( I do that sometimes. I just look.), my eyes fell upon the maca powder, so I decide to put in my morning juice. I don't know if I had energy yesterday.
This morning, I added a teaspoon and a half of maca to my orange juice. That was about five hours ago. Since then, I've showered, checked my email, gone shopping, juiced, and cleaned up.
Right now, I do feel motivated to write. I feel warmth in my chest. We shall see if the maca works.
When I opened the cabinet yesterday to look at my food ( I do that sometimes. I just look.), my eyes fell upon the maca powder, so I decide to put in my morning juice. I don't know if I had energy yesterday.
This morning, I added a teaspoon and a half of maca to my orange juice. That was about five hours ago. Since then, I've showered, checked my email, gone shopping, juiced, and cleaned up.
Right now, I do feel motivated to write. I feel warmth in my chest. We shall see if the maca works.
Monday, April 16, 2012
Juice Fast Day 8--Opening Throat Chakra
The throat chakra is on my mind lately. It is because I feel like I need some kind of divine intervention to help me get my thoughts organized in to a coherent string that others can understand? The throat is all about communication with self and with others. It is about words.
My words are not coming to me. I have to much chatter in my head from the tv. I also feel a pressure on my throat. An opening of the throat chakra is what I need.
I attempted to do two meditations, and I still feel like I am mute. The pressure is still there. Maybe instead of riding myself of the pressure on my throat, I should embrace it--learn to accept it.
It might be a good idea to start a meditation practice while I do this juice fast. I want to develop some good personal habits of mind.
The Juice of the day Pear, Apple and Watermelon. The melon is not show in the photo below, but if you really want to see it, go to my videos
My words are not coming to me. I have to much chatter in my head from the tv. I also feel a pressure on my throat. An opening of the throat chakra is what I need.
I attempted to do two meditations, and I still feel like I am mute. The pressure is still there. Maybe instead of riding myself of the pressure on my throat, I should embrace it--learn to accept it.
It might be a good idea to start a meditation practice while I do this juice fast. I want to develop some good personal habits of mind.
The Juice of the day Pear, Apple and Watermelon. The melon is not show in the photo below, but if you really want to see it, go to my videos
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Juice Fast Continues Day 7
It is the end of the day and a time for reflection. I told myself at the beginning of this juice fast I would not push myself beyond my limits, and I would set a goal for seven days. After the seven days, I would decide if I will continue an additional seven days or stop. The decision is to continue with the juice fast.
There is a need to release more. Maybe I am release more than weight? I feel like I am release old attitudes, or thought patterns that no longer serve me. There is more time to spend examining my thoughts and my relation to others because I am not spending time preparing foods, or obsessing about those comfort items that help me numb my self to the world around me.
I dreaded this day because this was the day that I would take my brother to the Social Security office (SSI) to replace his lost card. Who wants to spend the day ( a hot day) in a bureaucratic web of lines and numbers? I don't. I barely slept last night because I had the TV on (another one of those no-nos that I do when I know I shouldn't).
I made orange juice and gave some to my brother. Actually, he asked for it after smelling the aroma of fresh orange in the air. My body worked on 8 oz of orange juice and 32 oz of water. I could not believe that there was no headache, and I was relatively tolerant to the other humans waiting at SSI to take care of the business of being counted. While we sat and waited for my brother's name to be called, I guzzled almost a whole bottle of water. I immediately felt fresh. My eye sight seemed to come in focus.
The amazing part of the day was that I was able to drive in a relaxed manner without any anxiety. I even drove on the freeway, and felt completely secure in my abilities to manipulate my car (Red Daughter).
I want to move, so I was looking at neighbors that I'd like to live in. I got to see it before it can happen.
There is a need to release more. Maybe I am release more than weight? I feel like I am release old attitudes, or thought patterns that no longer serve me. There is more time to spend examining my thoughts and my relation to others because I am not spending time preparing foods, or obsessing about those comfort items that help me numb my self to the world around me.
I dreaded this day because this was the day that I would take my brother to the Social Security office (SSI) to replace his lost card. Who wants to spend the day ( a hot day) in a bureaucratic web of lines and numbers? I don't. I barely slept last night because I had the TV on (another one of those no-nos that I do when I know I shouldn't).
I made orange juice and gave some to my brother. Actually, he asked for it after smelling the aroma of fresh orange in the air. My body worked on 8 oz of orange juice and 32 oz of water. I could not believe that there was no headache, and I was relatively tolerant to the other humans waiting at SSI to take care of the business of being counted. While we sat and waited for my brother's name to be called, I guzzled almost a whole bottle of water. I immediately felt fresh. My eye sight seemed to come in focus.
The amazing part of the day was that I was able to drive in a relaxed manner without any anxiety. I even drove on the freeway, and felt completely secure in my abilities to manipulate my car (Red Daughter).
I want to move, so I was looking at neighbors that I'd like to live in. I got to see it before it can happen.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Juice of the Day--Tropical Cotton Candy
Tropical Cotton Candy is a juice that consist of cantaloupe, pineapple, and watermelon. When I first tasted it, the flavor was so intense that I called it candy in a glass. While on this juice fast I have to mix up my juices. I do not want to consume only green juices that will get tired quick. So, to spice it up, I came up with Tropical Cotton Candy. Make sure that this is not the only juice you have during the day. Remember, we have to get our healing greens, so have Tropical Cotton Candy as a supplement to your juicing diet.
Tropical Cotton Candy Ingredients:
1 cantaloupe
1 pineapple
3 cups of watermelon
(note: you can add a bit of the watermelon rind)
Friday, April 13, 2012
Juice of the day--Green Jeans
I call this juice Green Jeans because after I drank it I felt like trying on my skinny jeans. Not! I call this juice Green Jeans because it is the first think that popped in my mind when I thought about naming it. This juice is delicious and has a vibrant color.
This juice makes about 64 oz in a Jack La lane Power Juicer. You quantity of juice may vary depending upon the juicer you use.
Ingredients for Green Jeans Juice:
3 stalks of celery
2 tomatoes
2 cucumbers
1 jalapeno
1/2 a crown of broccoli
1/2 a crown of broccoli
2 lemons with the rind removed
2 apples with the seeds removed
1 bunch of parsley
1 bunch of mint
1 bunch of spinach
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Juice Fast Day 4--Cleanse the Colon with Chia Seeds
According to Steven Meyerwitz in his book, Juice Fasting, chia seeds are good to use to cleanse the colon if you don't want to (or cannot) get a colonic. Right now, I am broke and cannot spend $100 on a colonic, and I do not see myself giving myself a enema, so I'm going with the chia seeds. I don't have to buy them; I already have chia seeds in my refrigerator.
Do the chia seeds work? I took a teaspoon full with 16 oz of water about an hour ago, and I have eliminated twice. From my experience, I can say that chia seeds work to cleanse the colon, which is extremely important on a fast. The body is gathering all the waste from your cells, and it needs to rid itself of this waste. Because one is not consuming fiber on a juice fast, it is difficult for the body to eliminate; therefore, the body needs help. This is where the chia seeds come in handy.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Slimy Chinese Spinach
I went to the Farmer's Market yesterday, and got a bunch of produce. I wanted some greens, but I didn't see any that looked good. I went to this one vegetable stand, and I saw this plant that had beautiful flat leaves. I asked the girl behind the table what it was. She told me, "It is Chinese spinach."
"Does it taste like spinach?" I ask.
"yeah, just saute it. What are you going to do with it?" she responses with a inquisitive look on her face. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was open with the slightest hint of a smile. I did notice that her teeth were brown on top; it reminded me off my yellow teeth when I was teenager.
I smiled at her told her in a matter of fact tone, as if it is obvious, doesn't she know I'm on a juice fast, "I'm going to juice it."
The girls eyes almost popped out of her head. "Juice it," she said.
"Yes, juice it." I replied as I handed her two dollars.
The girl was giving me a sign. If only I had read the road map of her face a lot better, I would have known that juicing Chinese spinach is not a good idea.
However, I did listen to my inner voice earlier today when it told me to taste the Chinese spinach before I added it to my juice. It did taste like spinach, but it produced a fair amount of slime in my mouth as I chewed it (yes, I did swallow).
I decided to juice a bit of it to see if it had a thick slimy quality. OMG, when I put the Chinese spinach in the juicer, it started to come out like long, strings, of wet, sticky greenness. It looked like a giant bugger entered my juicer. I immediately stopped juicing.
I had to clean every bit of the juicer of this sticky, yucky, mess that seemed to plaster itself against any surface. It was like touching a raw egg, but 20 times worse. I had scrub the fluid of Chinese spinach off, and it was not going away easy.
"Does it taste like spinach?" I ask.
"yeah, just saute it. What are you going to do with it?" she responses with a inquisitive look on her face. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was open with the slightest hint of a smile. I did notice that her teeth were brown on top; it reminded me off my yellow teeth when I was teenager.
I smiled at her told her in a matter of fact tone, as if it is obvious, doesn't she know I'm on a juice fast, "I'm going to juice it."
The girls eyes almost popped out of her head. "Juice it," she said.
"Yes, juice it." I replied as I handed her two dollars.
The girl was giving me a sign. If only I had read the road map of her face a lot better, I would have known that juicing Chinese spinach is not a good idea.
However, I did listen to my inner voice earlier today when it told me to taste the Chinese spinach before I added it to my juice. It did taste like spinach, but it produced a fair amount of slime in my mouth as I chewed it (yes, I did swallow).
I decided to juice a bit of it to see if it had a thick slimy quality. OMG, when I put the Chinese spinach in the juicer, it started to come out like long, strings, of wet, sticky greenness. It looked like a giant bugger entered my juicer. I immediately stopped juicing.
I had to clean every bit of the juicer of this sticky, yucky, mess that seemed to plaster itself against any surface. It was like touching a raw egg, but 20 times worse. I had scrub the fluid of Chinese spinach off, and it was not going away easy.
Juice Fast Day 3--I made a nasty juice
I thought that a juice fast would be easier than the Master Cleanse. In some respects juice fasting is easier. I don't crave food all the time like I did with the Master Cleanse. I am full after I drink a juice. I don't have to take the poop tea (smooth move). I don't feel cold or lethargic. All of these things are easier.
What I did not expect is that I would eliminate (poop) so much on a juice fast. I thought that I would be constipated. I did not expect that my tummy would gargle and grumble. I'm not sure if it is the heat from the weather that is making me hot (feverish), or if it is the juice fast that is causing toxins to run through my body.
Another thing that I am finding not easy is when I make a juice that totally sucks. Today, I made a red chard, parsley, lemon, celery, cantaloupe, kiwi, apple, and pineapple juice. This juice in theory should be delicious, but I don't like it. There is definitely an earthy taste that I associate with beets (even though there aren't any beets in this juice). It could be the celery mixed with the fruit that is putting me off, but what ever the cause I still have to drink this juice.
Monday, April 9, 2012
Juice Fast Day Two
The energy that I had yesterday was not there today. I stayed in bed until 10am. I wanted to stay in bed and let the day happen without me, but if I didn't get up I would not have any juice to drink for the day. Finally, I got up to make orange juice, watermelon juice, and green juice.
Basically, I spent the day in bed or on the toilet, or in bed as you can see from my photos. My stomach gruggled and bubbled all day. I could actually here it grumbling. I also had a lot of gas that caused me some pain in my abdomin, which went away with each trip to the bathroom. This is what the juice fasting book calls dextox symptoms.
I fantasized about eating pizza (vegan pizza of course! Hahah). I thought about making kale chips, but decided against it because I'd have to taste the faux cheese. I even craved cauliflower with nutrional yeast sprinkled on it.
Basically, I spent the day in bed or on the toilet, or in bed as you can see from my photos. My stomach gruggled and bubbled all day. I could actually here it grumbling. I also had a lot of gas that caused me some pain in my abdomin, which went away with each trip to the bathroom. This is what the juice fasting book calls dextox symptoms.
I fantasized about eating pizza (vegan pizza of course! Hahah). I thought about making kale chips, but decided against it because I'd have to taste the faux cheese. I even craved cauliflower with nutrional yeast sprinkled on it.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Start Juice Fast
Today is the day that I began the juice fast. I am consuming nothing but juices. As for the length of the juice fast, I decided to do day by day. I'd like to do 31 days, but I will start with saying, "I intend to juice fast for 7 days." If I set a goal date and I don't meet it, I don't want to be disappointed in myself.
Why are you doing a Juice Fast Nicole?
- I need to reset myself. By "reset" I mean clear out all of the junk (french fries, potato chips, caffeine) that I have put inside of my body. For the last month and a half, I have exercised maybe twice. I've just been in a fog. Now, is the time to clear the fog out and let the sunshine.
- I want to lose some weight. I am tired of being fat. Although, I am not as fat as I was or have been, I still want to drop some weight. How much weight do I want to release ( the new word is release--because if you lose something you might find it, and I don't want to find weight).
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Two Hours of Exercise
Today was a triumph. I got up at 6 am, and I sat at my computer. I did not write, but I made it to my computer. I looked at a blank word document for a long time then I checked my email. I hung out on facebook--commenting and friending. I watched a few videos on youtube. I printed my resume and cv, so I can update them.
I had breakfast ( a bean burrito) and drank tea. At 10:15, I went to the gym where I did two hours of exercise. I did zumba and yoga. The yoga tore me up. I had to rest in the child pose for a little bit. I might have been worn out from the zumba.
I came home took a hot shower, started my laundry, watched Goonies (in English and Spanish at the same time).
Yes, today was a productive day. The major accomplishment was getting to my computer before the world awoke, and I did that. Now, tomorrow, hopefully I will write.
I had breakfast ( a bean burrito) and drank tea. At 10:15, I went to the gym where I did two hours of exercise. I did zumba and yoga. The yoga tore me up. I had to rest in the child pose for a little bit. I might have been worn out from the zumba.
I came home took a hot shower, started my laundry, watched Goonies (in English and Spanish at the same time).
Yes, today was a productive day. The major accomplishment was getting to my computer before the world awoke, and I did that. Now, tomorrow, hopefully I will write.
Monday, December 5, 2011
A walk: the Pee Man and the Cyclist
This semester has not been the best for my girlish figure. I started strong with exercise and eating healthy meals then the filing in one of my teeth fell out. My tooth got infected. I got terribly sick. Finally, I had root canal, and I got even sicker. The first two months of the semester I spent ill. I did not exercise, and I started drinking (the Chardonnay) to numb the pain. When the tooth pain went away, I started eating to numb the pain of the cold the symptoms and deal with the stress.
The semester will be officially over for me December 14th; it is the day I perform my last radio show.
How much weight have I gained since August (the beginning of fall semester)? I’d hazard a guess at maybe 15-20lbs. I can still fit my clothes, but my jeans are tight, and I don’t want to wear tight clothes.
What have I done to be healthy today?
The morning did not start off well. I was still pissed at my mother because of the conversation last night and the one a few days ago. She does not want to listen. I sent her an email telling her I am done talking to her. Every time I speak with her, I feel like shit afterwards. I’m done.
Late in the morning, I walked for an hour. It felt nice to move my body. Plus, I did my favorite exercise, which is walking outside. Sadly, while I was walking on the levee, I saw a young man who began to change his clothing in public. He put a cigarette in his mouth, sat all his shit down, walked toward a tree and began to urinate in public. I could not believe it. As I walked by, I tried to look the other way. Actually, I looked the other way. I even put my hand up to cover my face. He turned around and walked away from the tree towards me and said, “Good morning.”
I walked faster as I said, “Good morning.” It had to be one of the most uncomfortable moments I’ve experienced so far this year.
About twenty minutes later as I walked around the bend, the cyclist who always calls me “leather” appeared. He stopped his bike and asked me, “How does it feel to be a mother in-law?” I tilted my head from one side to the other like a puppy hearing a human make the guttural “aaahhhh” sound.
“You’re not leather” he said. I slightly shook my head left to right or right to left. My eyes got big; I could feel them, and I know I had a goofy smile on my face. I could not believe the cyclist was talking to me. With a big smile, he continued “I’ve been calling you leather all this time. You look like a woman I know who lives on the other side of the levee named leather. Her son just got married.”
I smiled. He said a bunch of other stuff, but I did not pay attention because I was checking out his body. I was also in shock because this was the first time he ever stopped to talk to me. The cyclist has a very nice figure. He is extremely healthy!
I told him, “it’s okay.” Then I said something similar to “have a nice day” or “Merry Christmas.” I cannot remember. I’ve been drooling over the cyclist since summer 2010. He smiled and spoke. I don’t know what he said—remember I was in shock. He got on his bike and road off.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Holiday Party
On the second day of my health kick, I went to a holiday party. And yes, I indulged in the food. I ate some type of fried vegetarian pot sticker. I have to give it a better effort because I started the day off processed. I went to Taco Bell where I ate two fresco bean burritos and a soda.
I have to remind myself it is a practice not a perfection. The good thing is that the food I eat now to numb my feelings with is healthier than it would be if I weren't vegan. Before, I ate hamburgers, met pizza, roasted chicken, cheese in all its incarnations. Now, I eat bean burritos, veggie dogs, fires, and potato chips when I want to stuff my self.
I also need to work on not eating when I am stuffed.
Today, I did not do too much better. I ate chips for breakfast, but I did wake up at 5:30, and I went right to my computer to write. I did not exercise. I planned to go to the gym and do zumba and yoga instead I got back into the bed.
Right now, I feel stuffed. There is a heaviness. See, it is possible to gain weight and be unhealthy while practicing a vegan diet.
Tomorrow is a new day!
I have to remind myself it is a practice not a perfection. The good thing is that the food I eat now to numb my feelings with is healthier than it would be if I weren't vegan. Before, I ate hamburgers, met pizza, roasted chicken, cheese in all its incarnations. Now, I eat bean burritos, veggie dogs, fires, and potato chips when I want to stuff my self.
I also need to work on not eating when I am stuffed.
Today, I did not do too much better. I ate chips for breakfast, but I did wake up at 5:30, and I went right to my computer to write. I did not exercise. I planned to go to the gym and do zumba and yoga instead I got back into the bed.
Right now, I feel stuffed. There is a heaviness. See, it is possible to gain weight and be unhealthy while practicing a vegan diet.
Tomorrow is a new day!
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