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Thursday, September 16, 2010

Strange Day

I am off the caffeine.  I bought all of these teas that I have helped me go through the detox.  I have to admit that I was not a nice person while going through the caffeine withdrawals.   I had a brief whack-out on Sunday.  I could only calm myself down by walking.  I am still getting the caffeine out of my body.
Today, I have a headache over both my eyes.  My nose ran a little this morning.  I took some cold medicine to help because I’ve notice that people around me at school have been ill.  Taking the meds may have been a mistake because now my headache has intensified.
I need have some anxiety about going blind—trying to refocus thought on maintaining vision.  I kept seeing the shadow in my left eye, and squinting my eyes while I walked today.  I told myself to relax because this is it.  I have to live with this vision.   
I have been high raw (95%) for 27 days, and I thought that by now I’d be the picture of health.  I can see that it is going to take some time.  I watch videos and people talk about how they have not had a cold since going raw, no mucous, perfect skin, beautiful hair, and overall health improvements.   
Now let us look at the good.  I am not ill with a cold/flu etc…; I had a sniffle.  I am doing everything I can possibly do to maintain my vision and improve my health—the rest is up to God.  I must stay the course, and let the miracles happen.    

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