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Thursday, December 6, 2012

Everything is Possibility

"Consciousness chooses without any signals.  It chooses without interaction that represents an exchange of signals.  Consciousness is non local; it is everywhere and no where."1--- Dr. Amit Goswami

The material is ether.  What I think to be solid is not solid.  The world I see, the people in it, my perceptions, what happens to me is created by consciousness.

Journaling:
Here is a fun thing.  I like to flip through my previous journal entries.  I ask, "What information do I have for myself right now?"  Then I open any of my journals and read what I wrote.

Today this is what I found:

Abundance and the law of Detachment
As I let of of the need to arrange my life; the universe brings abundant good to me.
Om Anandham Namah=My actions are blissfully free from attachment to outcome. 

This expert comes from the 21 Day Chopra Challenge.  I took this as a sign, and I mediated for a while.  I used the centering thoughts and the mantra. 

I also worked on opening and strengthening my Chakras.  I opened each one and breathed into it.  I envisioned my chakras expanding and contracting with my breath.  Then, I imaged myself connected to the earth through my root chakra.  I saw a beam of light shoot through my crown and out my booty down into the earth.  i saw little flecks of sparkle dust bounce into my energy field.  Little pieces of dirt or rather chips and dark gunk began coming off my chakras.  It was as if the sparkles were cleaning my colors. 

Every since I learned that I am an empath and there are others like me, I feel stronger.  I don't feel crazy anymore.  I just have to learn to control it.  I have clean my energy and use a shield. 

When I lived in southern California, I unknowingly used a shield.  I used to imagine myself with a circle of love and protection around me.  I saw the beam of light going through my apartment complex.  When I moved to Stockton, I stopped using my talents, which I didn't realize I had, but I kind of knew if I am honest with myself. 

Everyday, whether I leave home or stay home, I must meditate to work on my chakras and strength my shield. 
sources:
1. "Dr Amit Goswami 'Consciousness, Quantum Physics and Being Human'," Interview by Iain McNay on Conscioustv.

Monday, December 3, 2012

Empathy

A new subscribe came to me.  She asked for my friendship.  I checked out her channel and watched some of her videos.  It lead me to a whole new group of videos about empathic people.  I causally clicked on one of the videos and it gave a description of an empathic person.  It was me.  I am totally tripping.  I cried a little. It was like that is it.  That is why I feel the way I do.  That is why I feel vibrations.  That is why?  I am not too sensitive.  I feel, and it is okay. 
I'm all weepy right now with the revelation. 

Last weekend, I came across this PhD program in the History of Consciousness at UC Santa Cruz.  I was intrigued by it.  Maybe Consciousness is something that I need to look into?

I am so filled with joy at how successful my students are at expanding their writing.